I’m going on a short hiatus

One of my best friends is waiting on a cancer diagnosis, and after attempting to commit suicide, they really need the support of their friends and family (including me.)

It’s important for me right now to be able to be there for everyone who needs me, and so I’ll be taking a hiatus from tumblr for a little while, just until we’re able to sort out my friend’s medical status and work through future options for him.

I will probably have a chance to sign in at some point and check my messages, but I really can’t guarantee my presence for a little while.

Thanks to all my kind tumblr friends and followers, you mean so much to me. Even though you don’t know him, please keep my friend in your thoughts.

Bless your hearts, and remember, you can overcome suicidal thoughts. I promise.

xx

Literally setting a goal for myself to be more attractive.

I put myself down way too much for not being perfect enough but I actually have no reason to complain when I put off washing my face & hair, sleep in my makeup, and wear the same stupid clothes on rotation.

I’m like "All these other people are so pretty" but I guarantee you a serious portion of them actually try.

So like, starting tomorrow (or maybe Monday)…

Thursday with 8 notes / reblog
Anonymous: how'd you get your skin and hair to look so flawless i mean jfc it's unfair <3

Wow thx that’s so nice!

Firstly, I just have pretty nice skin. I got really lucky in terms of not inheriting the acne my parents had.

I do break out and stuff, but when I do I usually don’t take pics or I pay special attention to the lighting I use (lighting is everything.) I wash my face in the shower and use an organic scrub and stuff, but if you want my full routine I will gladly post it.

My hair, on the other hand, is total garbage. I’m not even being modest, it sucks. I have to work rly hard to make it look good because it’s so thin and fine.
Like I’m just being honest here it’s not very good. Like the curls are OK but that’s it.

Still, thanks for your kind words. 🍒💛

Anonymous: Hi. How about 22 and 44? Also, if you haven't heard any zac brown band you should give it a try lol

There were two 22’s, lol.

22: Would you like to meet any of your Tumblr friends in person?

Definitely! I’d probably be really nervous but yes (depending on the person.) We’d have to talk first, though.

22: What was the last dream you remember having?

I had a dream last night that I was taking a walk outside and I looked down into a puddle and in it I saw the reflection of a huge moon. When I looked back up there was this giant natural satellite hovering right above the Earth. I could feel its gravity ripping all the organs out of my body. It was terrifying.

44: What’s a band you’ve been obsessed with lately?

I’ve really been digging Santigold recently. She’s not a *new* artist per say, but I’m a Lady is one of my fave songs I seriously want to get part of it tattooed on me.

:)

Anonymous: Can you do 8 and 23?

8. Show a sample of your handwriting.

Sure thing!

My Sociology notes.

23. When is your birthday?

April 13th, 1995. :)

xx

Wow I’m embarrassed for you

Today a freshman in my class reminisced about how when she was younger her parents put restrictions on where she was allowed to play because that “Clown Killer from Illinois” had just killed someone down the street from her home.

No your neighbour was not killed by Gacy. You’re 18. He died before you were even born.

Please stop making things up.

Anonymous: Eyes and hands :)

Yay, thanks anon!

Eyes: What is your favorite show to watch?

Honestly, the X-Files. It combines paranormal occurrences, science, and my absolute biggest fictional crushes of all time. Agent Mulder is this sensitive, geeky, paranoid conspiracy theorist and then Agent Scully is this strong, intelligent, female doctor. Also sometimes it’s really scary! If you’ve never seen it I cannot recommend it enough.

Hands: Are you an artist/writer?

I’m pretty good at drawing. I’ve actually been meaning to put up some of my illustrations, and my dream job is to someday become a graphic novelist. Sadly I’m not a great writer. I’m great at writing lab reports and essays, but I just don’t have the voice for creative writing. :/

Ask me about my body. (¬‿¬)
  • Hair: What hair color looks best on you and what's your natural color?
  • Skin: Do you tan easily?
  • Eyes: What is your favorite show to watch?
  • Nose: What is your favorite perfume/candle fragrance?
  • Mouth: Do you want to kiss anyone right now?
  • Tongue: What was in your last meal?
  • Windpipe: Do you sing?
  • Neck: Do you wear necklaces?
  • Ears: How many piercings do you have (if any)?
  • Cheeks: Do you blush easily?
  • Wrists: Have you ever broken a bone?
  • Hands: Are you an artist/writer?
  • Fingers: Do you play an instrument?
  • Heart: Are you in love? If so, does the one you love know?
  • Lungs: Do you smoke cigarettes?
  • Chest: Are your maternal/parental instincts strong?
  • Stomach: Do you feel confident in your body image?
  • Back: Are you a virgin?
  • Hips: Do you like to dance?
  • Thighs: Has anyone ever called you fat or ugly?
  • Knees: Have you ever cheated on someone?
  • Ankles: Have you ever been arrested?
  • Feet: Favorite pair of shoes?
  • Brain: Anything you want to ask
  • Rly though I always reblog these and nobody asks me anything so even if I only got like one it would make my day.

Love when the Dunkin’ Donuts guy gives me (and none of the guys I’m with) free donuts. 🍩

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