Thank you that’s very kind of you.
My friend’s tests did not show anything and so they are now on the waiting list for another scan.
I’ll actually be returning to Tumblr in the meantime. :)
One of my best friends is waiting on a cancer diagnosis, and after attempting to commit suicide, they really need the support of their friends and family (including me.)
It’s important for me right now to be able to be there for everyone who needs me, and so I’ll be taking a hiatus from tumblr for a little while, just until we’re able to sort out my friend’s medical status and work through future options for him.
I will probably have a chance to sign in at some point and check my messages, but I really can’t guarantee my presence for a little while.
Thanks to all my kind tumblr friends and followers, you mean so much to me. Even though you don’t know him, please keep my friend in your thoughts.
Bless your hearts, and remember, you can overcome suicidal thoughts. I promise.
Literally setting a goal for myself to be more attractive.
I put myself down way too much for not being perfect enough but I actually have no reason to complain when I put off washing my face & hair, sleep in my makeup, and wear the same stupid clothes on rotation.
I’m like "All these other people are so pretty" but I guarantee you a serious portion of them actually try.
So like, starting tomorrow (or maybe Monday)…
Wow thx that’s so nice!
Firstly, I just have pretty nice skin. I got really lucky in terms of not inheriting the acne my parents had.
I do break out and stuff, but when I do I usually don’t take pics or I pay special attention to the lighting I use (lighting is everything.) I wash my face in the shower and use an organic scrub and stuff, but if you want my full routine I will gladly post it.
My hair, on the other hand, is total garbage. I’m not even being modest, it sucks. I have to work rly hard to make it look good because it’s so thin and fine.
Like I’m just being honest here it’s not very good. Like the curls are OK but that’s it.
Still, thanks for your kind words. 🍒💛
There were two 22’s, lol.
22: Would you like to meet any of your Tumblr friends in person?
Definitely! I’d probably be really nervous but yes (depending on the person.) We’d have to talk first, though.
22: What was the last dream you remember having?
I had a dream last night that I was taking a walk outside and I looked down into a puddle and in it I saw the reflection of a huge moon. When I looked back up there was this giant natural satellite hovering right above the Earth. I could feel its gravity ripping all the organs out of my body. It was terrifying.
44: What’s a band you’ve been obsessed with lately?
I’ve really been digging Santigold recently. She’s not a *new* artist per say, but I’m a Lady is one of my fave songs I seriously want to get part of it tattooed on me.